Hi 2009.

2009 marks an important year for me. My last year of school and I'm happy about it! No more ugly teachers, no more ugly students from the school beside mine (some only), no more school toilet which can be smelt from my house, no more stupid canteen food operators, no more overpriced food and most importantly, no open day! ( Actually, I don't attend open day because I don't tell my parents).

College is the next stop for me. Hot food, hot places, hot people. You don't know how eager am I to get out of school to college.

But I'll miss my friends at school and Klang of course. I'll make sure I'll keep contact.

Guess who is at the top of the Barclays Premier League Table? Is it Scum United? Or Cheap-sea? Or maybe Arse-anal? If you guess any one of the above, you must kill yourself. It's Liverpool of course! Which is no suprise because they will win the title!

I am getting my ears pierced today and too it's too late for a mouth pierce but I'll wait till year's end. I am thinking of getting those gangstaz eyebrows like this guy here:

It's a bit outrageous but it's just a consideration.

2009 sets hard tasks for us. SPM, buckling our seatbelts behind, yet to pass add-maths. All I can say, JUST DO IT. By the way, did I tell you I got new pets? Ok. bye.

What a bad start.

So he we are, 2009. Let's make resolutions we won't follow. I don't feel any difference at all during the transition to 2009.

How my year started? Well, at 11.10pm 31st December 2008, me, my father and my younger sister were at the airport to receive our maid back from here leave. But she never came out. We waited till 2am, worried and anxious, only to give up hope.

We went back home and made the call back to her house in Indonesia next day. She said that her mother was sick so she wanted to extend her leave. My father was calm and did not react with anger, due to her missing her flight and not calling us earlier to inform us. I think that was really stupid of her because it got us worried, ruined our new year, wasted more that a thousand ringgit and more. To add salt to the injury, schools starting and we have to do double the chores now.

On the lighter note, I finally got a pair of shoes for futsal. Was in a rush, so just purchased it for RM25. I say it a bargain because it did not tear when I used it, yet.

23rd of December 2008, marked a important day for my family. One of us are moving away, halfway around the world. That night, they were tears among my family members in the airport, everyone cried. I was just in a solid state, no feelings, just a lot of thoughts. My parents were in tears. My younger sister was really sad. I somehow had no feelings at all.

The thing is, I don't miss my elder sister separating from us. The truth is, it all came down to my younger sister. Before 1999, my and my elder sister were the closest of siblings and friends alike. We enjoyed every moment together, did everything together and shared everything together. We were somewhat unbreakable in our bond, that is until my younger sister was born.

Everything then on changed. My sisters spent a lot of time with themselves, I rarely in the company. Looking through all my family pictures, it's mostly my sisters together. I am only there in family photos and or just by myself.

Don't get me wrong, I spend time with my sisters but I was nowhere close their sibling relationship. So it's often them my favours each other compared to me. I eventually became that someone in the family, not their brother.

From then onwards, I started to lose the meaning and the feeling of being siblings. And eventually, everything dissapears. I care less for them and more about myself and my friends.

Then come the date, 23rd December 2008, the day when my sisters get separated. Watching my parents separate from her was just like any other parents separating from their child, the usual emotional and crying stuff you see on TV and movies.

But seeing both my sisters separate was a different thing. I felt different. I felt sorry. The separation will affect my younger sister, psychologically. She's young and to get depressed with no one there to play with her and talk to her will really affect her.

I feel now that I should take care of her, make her day wonderful less miserable. I don't think she will prefer me compared to my sister but I'll do what I can to make her feel better.

2008 was a year with mixed emotions. I say, this year is best forgotten by me. I want to look forward to finishing school and moving out from home. I've gotten my mother's permission to live with my friend in Subang after school is over. It'll make things easier for my parents and everyone else.

And to those outgoing PMR candidates who just got their results, your results reflect what you did. Probably some of you all studied hard but ended up with B's and C's, but you cannot blame anyone else but yourself. If you feel your parents are pushing you to hard or expecting more from you, then you should have done what they have said, because they are the ones paying for the education. If you don't like it, then tell you parents about it. But if you have no interest and passion about something in life, I suggest you to keep studying or suffer with working life. It's not a merry-go-round, it's a real horse race.

I have read so many blogs and heard so many stories about girls and how important they are with their emotions and feelings. All I want to say is grow up. I am not saying that you are not important, but the things like "Never hurt a girl's heart" or "Don't play around with a girl's feeling" is starting to sound senseless and crappy. I understand you do not want to be hurt by anyone, but stop your complaining because others have feelings to, in particular, guys. Sometimes, girls say things that hurt guys, but are the guys supposed to do? If there's a problem, don't get into a relationship. Or not please stop complaining and get on with it. If your boyfriend is giving you problems, get a new one or just stop dating. I remember this someone, a girl. She said she has dated more than 20 guys, only to say they have hurt her feelings and are not right for her. Let me tell, if that happens, that means the problem lies in the girl. She should just shut up because she thinks she alright and her boyfriend isn't, but the truth is she's a screwed up person. I am not condemning all girls, just a few who came up with some stupid excuses and lame complaints.

Hair!

Sometimes, I do stupid things. In this case, I just got my haircut to extent that you can count the amount of hair on my head. I asked the lady to give me blade 2 on top and blade 1 on the side haircut, and guess what she did, she gave me a full blade 1 haircut. Now, I'm desperate to grow back my hair. I'm going to drink lots of green tea, tea, coffee, eat tomatoes and so on as the contain lots of methylsulphonylmethane or more commonly known as MSM ( excuse me for showing off my knowledge C: ).  I need lots of biotin too, also known as vitamin H or B7. Camellia oil is going to be helpful as Japanese people used it and showed signs of rapid hair growth. Ok, I'll do my best to get back my hair and fast.

For today, I woke up, of course. Then I went to the Teluk Gadong KTM train station to pick up some Leo Members coming from PJ, Damansara and Subang for our Leo Idol meeting at Fruity. I dissapeared halfway through the meeting and stole sometime at the cyber cafe opposite only to be called back by my friend to talk about the website and blog management for the Leo Idol. Was supposed to go for futsal after that but someone in the heavens had a crates of Budweiser last night and decided to take a piss down at poor kids below wanting to play futsal. Was dissapointed. After meeting, headed to Modern to have a meal and talk, talk, talk about football and then headed to Autumn to thrash some LOSERS at Counter-Strike ( again, excuse me for showing off my Counter-Strike skills C: ). My account ran out of money, so called my father to pick me up. Said he'll be delayed with an operation at the hospital.

While waiting for my father, I was chatting with Sabash about getting laid before school starts. Well, not really. Just getting a girlfriend, and Sabash beat me to the finish line already. No rush here. If anyone's interested, please leave your number, some information, a picture and should be wealthy. Send a copy of your bank account transcript for proof. Then we talked about my father's website. Then talk, talk, talk. My father came and took me home.

Slept, woke up, had dinner, use internet, now going to sleep. Good night.

Leopool.

Had lots of fun on 6th to 8th December at Dusun Eco Resort camp for the Leo Leadership Camp. Arrived at Subang by train by 9am. The Lions officials took us to the camp by their cars. The place was sort of isolated from any form of civilisation. It was way deep into the jungle. I bet no one can hear your cry of suffering from the inskirts of the camp.

We were sent to the briefing room to get our briefing and stuff. Got our shirts and name tags with schedules and rules written on it. We were then divided into four groups.

Most of my friends got separated and went different ways. My group consists of Guan Yan, Vivien, Siti, Wei Te, Henry and myself. We came up with the the name 'Leopool', derived from Liverpool, because I am a Liverpool fan. Made a wall cry and our flag.

I really don't want the everything down because it may bore some of you out there.  But the truth to be told is that I am not really in the state to write it down right now. I prefer to narrate it out, so if you do want to know, feel free to ask me.

I'm not sure if people change going for camps. Probably just do what's there and then it's done.

I am dissapointed too at the fact when we do or compete for something, people around me always give the same excuse "Nevermind, let's just do it for fun". I never really got the response from anyone "I want to win" or "Let's give it try even if we fail". It's not that I was obssessed with winning, it's just that we went so far just to lose out in the end. Some of us in the team should have some enthusiasm and not always looking up to me for answers. I'm human too, I'm not God to be capable of doing everything by myself, that's why we were a team.

I don't know about this, but it has already passed. Everything now is like the movie 'The Weather Man'. What I'm just thinking of is for everything to pass by a let the feeling fade.

I don't this often, I don't this at all, writing posts on emotion. Probably my first post was a mirror of one but I just wanted to let people to know from this post about how I feel about every single person out there, who don't take things seriously or it's just another thing to them.

I just want to get out of my teens. I just hate teenagers and just want to be an adult. Learn more, be better than everyone. Stop excuses and look forward. I'm just glad my teenage life is finishing, I just want to get out from here.

A post.

I should be studying right now but I'm not. But I'm going to start later. Maybe I will. I just hope so. Anyway, I'm not going to write much here today.

I hung at Modern and Summer yesterday nothing to do. Came and played CS first with J-Shawn and friends. Robyn was angry because of something I said. Then we won. Then went and ate food at Modern. Some friends came and went. Help Su Ching with her exam papers. Made them feel scared because told them that they answered some questions wrong. Then Summer again. Then went back. Obtain injuries on my hand while playing CS.

Earlier yesterday, went to the bank and then picked up my sister from school. Saw some friends there and said hi. Then got into the car but someone's car broke down and there was a jam. Then helped the woman push the car to the roadside. Then bla bla bla.

Some girls think football is a waste of time. Well, it is if you're supporting Manchester United. Football is not a waste of time if you support Liverpool and Crystal Palace though. Girls who support Liverpool are hot. But if you ask me, I would rather have a girlfriend who supports Manchester United so I can fight with her always. A girl who neutral about football is a definite no. I don't want her coming to me and saying desperately, "Aravind! I have had enough of this! I want you to choose, me or Liverpool." Well, if you're the one and loyal and the one I love a lot, then I'll take you to a Liverpool game. If you're none of the above, well, I'll choose Liverpool of course.

2008 got lot of people die. First I'll send my condolences to Mr. Mahendran (not the tennis coach). He died from heart attack a month plus ago and who is going to send his son to school? Very sad. Ok next one, Rupenthiran, who was murdered recently. Though I just met and played blackjack with you during Deepavali open house, you're still a friend. And the last one is Sasietharan who got killed in a road accident. You're due to sit for your SPM this year, but that stupid Kancil driver did not put her light indicators and HAD to speed up. Well, look on the plus side, at least you lived longer than me, for the time being until I'm 17.

To me, it's really tragic when someone I know dies. It just shockes me deeply. Where do this people go after they die? The cemetry of course of burn to ashes.

I think I'm going Mohawk again, just maybe. And I'm going to encounter one of my worst fear ever, piercings. Maybe I'll get piercings but I'm just too scared.

I'm getting a ping pong/table tennis table after my exams. Care to kick my ass?

I've some plans after my exams. First I'm definitely heading to the stadium to practise for my sprints and athletics next year. It's my last schooling year and I want to skip NS. Then I want to hang out with friends, go on trip probably.

I'm going for the MGS prom, memorabillia. I heard going as dates are cheaper. So I'll go hunting for one soon.

My Malay friends, Zahir Batin, I'm sorry. And to my Indian friends, Happy Deepavali.

And my mother and my elder sister are moving to USA. So now it's only me, my father and my younger sister. More space for me.

Ok. Bye everyone.

My favourite sucker team.

Booooooooooooooooooooo........

Baby, it's just me and you tonight.
Ronaldo crying because missed own goal.

I'm sorry! I won't talk bad about Liverpool anymore!

It's ok Giggy-Bear, you'll score your own goal next time.

Ronaldo successfully scored an own goal.

My favourite soccer team.

The best football team in the England and the world.
(not exaggerating here)

Enter The Best Squad In Football.

The 'Goal Machine' Fernando Torres.


Thank you, thank you. You're all far too kind.



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